Now this isn’t really 100% true. It’s my first holiday without 2 out of 3 of my kids. And my husband. I’m currently staring at my fireplace. TV off. No distractions. Just sitting still for a long time. Everyone is asleep or out. I don’t get much time like this. I’m feeling nervous, excited, happy and sad all at once. Tomorrow I’m going to meet my new niece and see my brother and sister-in-law in Singapore. I will be taking Baby T with me but I will be away from Babies A & R for more than 6 days for the first time. In fact I will be away for 10 days. When I booked this trip I was so excited to be going to see my new niece and to have a break, I didn’t really think the whole thing through. Don’t get me wrong I’m happy to be going. It’s going to be so much fun and my brother will be meeting Baby T for the first time too. I just know I will miss my other babies and I need to process all these feelings. Writing it down has made me happier already. I’m excited! Let’s see how happy I am after a 13 hour flight with just me and Baby T! See you on the other side folks!